My First Love

I was barely 10 when I saw him. He was all dressed up in the latest trends of that season. I am thankful to my mama for uniting us. I wonder at his color, his masculine body which seemed to fit into my hands as if he was not a discrete entity, rather my extension.

Though Mama introduced him to me, she got rather touchy about my growing involvement with my Sweet Heart. What Maa thought would be a casual friendship, a few hours of fun and frolic, turned into something beyond the sense of space and time. Our Relationship transcended reality. We spent hours on end, together; sometimes snuggle together in bed, sometimes sitting on the bench beneath the tree. Sharing laughs and anguish, victories and defeats. Lost in our common dreams, visiting far off planets, making new friends, flying through space……

It was brilliant. But I guess Fate had other plans ....We were separated….. It was the worst feeling I had ever experienced in my life.. His disease won.. He lost.. We lost....

I tried to send him to his place of birth, Japan, with hope and tears in my eyes..That was the last I saw of him..

All I got was a regret letter and a final Photograph of him... Some Entities give you calmness and happiness even after their death... He was a perfect example..

I still Dream of him.. He left me but not his Spirit... I loved him and will continue doing so…..

Miss him even today after so many years...I wish I can go back and hug him once again...

Forever and ever..

My love.. My first Hand Held Video Game.......... ;)