Everything will be fine…

Each time I face a days like this one….. I feel to just run away somewhere. This phase is non productive phase…when my mind wanders in the entire world with no perfect direction…Life seems to be so difficult…..No direction… No surety….. It seems as if I am in deep s***t… and don't know how to get out of this.

But each time I lose and feel completely dazzle…… something in me says with an air of wisdom……. “Everything will be fine …."
And when I hear this, it makes me feel as if I am learning more, growing more, nothing bad can happen and if it does I can surely fight back……

Each day I will overcome that ache inside me, I realize that life is good….
And one day I will start loving that one corner of my heart that ‘aches’.
After all it has taught me so much…to let go…to move ahead….to be positive…
At times I tend to derive a strange sadistic pleasure out of those low moments…. a pleasure of ambivalence….

And in this trial and tribulations I find myself, the one who is calm and deep, one who introspects and retrospect's, one who forgives and forgets, and the one who knows that “Everything will be fine…."

Peace
Jyoti