Friday, August 7, 2009

A Talk with myself !

It's that time of the day! Quiet, alone and with myself. The city is silent even in the busiest of hours. People, traffic, high rise housings, commercial establishments, all abound. But they exude a disciplined quietness. And as I sit by the illuminated screen, that make belief comic styled bulb lights up in a bubble above my head and some music is going on in the backdrop and I begin to talk! Talk to myself!

There is a page, a DAY, a post, to formalize my conversation, to carry it at cyber speed to those that wish to listen in. As you discuss your thought with others you can find many reactions….Some come in silently, others with their own voice and opinion. Some with love and excitement, others with doubt and abuse. Some in disbelief, others with a diatribe reeking of cynicism. Some appreciative, others stern in disapproval. But when you talk to yourself things are quite different…you can express your heart and be the best speaker for the moment.... at the same time be the best listener yourself. You will be arguing at one point and at other point you will defend yourself. For me it act as a way to motivate my self, to measure my deeds, a way to express my self, to decide future actions, solving my dilemmas… and above all I become my best friend .....to talk with..whom I can trust blindly. An awesome relations & conversation.

As Diversity in existence is a healthy pasture.......so is this self talk.

Many among you urge me to write a book, a diary, an autobiography.....But I am incapable of all that. I am happy talking to myself and happy with those that come in and talk to me.
Its been a few hours that I have been conversing … did you get to hear me…no ?

Perhaps not…… I forgot to put the volume up .......But you can not explain what is going on within you, as these conversations are sometimes with and sometimes even without words….So just wait for your own chance when you can witness this beautiful gift and trust me you will find yourself solving some of the big problems of your life while talking to yourself.

With luv..
ज्योति

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