STARZ...My Experience!

Haven't written anything in last couple of days…. As schedule was dam busy and I could not make it. Any ways now I am here and can't stop to write about yesterday's event. We had our show in office, FA STARZZ as I mentioned earlier, it was really rocking we enjoyed every moment of it. Though it was a pretty tiring and a long long day, we started our rehearsals around 11.30 am for evening show. I was suppose to handle entire console and it was a new thing for me so was bit nervous in the beginning because if any thing went wrong at my end entire show would be ruined and I would be the one answerable.

As participants were coming for rehearsals they were providing there requirements to me and rest all was based on my judgment. And since there were all kinds of events starting from songs, solo dance, group dances, skit, instrumental etc and each event has its own requirements. Being console head I need to know what's going to happen when… so that I can instruct people to have proper lightings, music, smokes, confetti's etc. and for that I have to remember each everything starting from there dialogues in skit to each and every moment in dance. When which group is doing what step, at which beat they are going to do what, all turns, postures, formations… Oophs…too much for mah small brain man!..... It is much easy to be on stage yaar… at least I can do my part and then enjoy everything else……

It was too much to handle and my heart beatings were increasing… at that moment one thing came to my mind which I read few days ago, don't know where but it has a meaning…."Always believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do, and never forget the value of persistence, discipline, and determination."

And I decided that come what may, I have to handle it and as every relationship rests on three legs: accepting, supporting and challenging, so is your life and attitude towards life. Once you accept the situation and try to support yourself in all possible ways by challenging yourself you can change that negative attitude to positive. That’s what happened with me as well…. And was all set now.

Finally show got started…..as the show started there was no more time to think, everything was so spontaneous that only thing which remember now is mere chaos and feel so good about it now when I am trying to recollect that…. It seems a divine chaos...which you feel to live, love it, and learn from it!

Finally everything ended smoothly with lots of appreciation & enjoyment. At the end I was very tired as it was Navaratri & I didn't had anything from last four days and this long day is now killing me…..but there was a satisfaction in my heart that everything ended well and I overcome one more fear…As fear which doesn't kill you makes you stronger…. So did this one and with this STARZ… I also became STAR in my life...... What a great experience it was.... Just can't forget it!
Cheers!
Jyoti