Its been ages since I wrote my last blog and in this time gap so many things happened. I changed so many things some knowingly and some happened by itself.....I left my city, my friends, my job. Saw my old relations from a completely different angle.... which made bonds even stronger. So many truth came in front of me which earlier I was ignoring...Life was becoming easy... but u can't trust it and so it has something esle in mind for me......to cut the story short... so many things and things got complicated.
And now, I guess all this is making me crazy.... It seems as if I am in a state of confusion... my emotions are not clear.... I smiles the world away, but inside I cry everyday. I laughs out load at every joke, at night tears fall on my pillow. Some times I feel like dancing and the very next moment I doesn't feel like smiling.... Sometimes I wants to cry but is frightened of drowning in my own tears.
Sometimes, I feel like I am a bird trapped in a cage and struggling to get free. I lost my positivity in recent past and everything about this place, its people almost everything appears to be negative to me. I feel as if my true face hidden, My emotions locked away, My mind screams, With words I'll never say.... b'coz words can't explain how I feel.
But, If you cling on to the PAST, the PRESENT becomes Difficult and the FUTURE becomes Impossible, so I am trying hard to make things work.... And I guess it's time to lower my expectations.. Because I'm sick of disappointments.
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after reading this, even i can relate it with my condition, but as you said "If you cling on to the PAST, the PRESENT becomes Difficult and the FUTURE becomes Impossible, we have to work hard to make things work".
ReplyDeleteU can always vent ur emotions here, thats what this platform provides, may be not on this blog, another one, an anonymous blog.
ReplyDeleteOn the post: Its life, and life is that way, it disappoints u, so that u can enjoy little things-that come your way! We need to learn to live in those moments!
ReplyDelete@Nisheeth ya need make things work but the question is how??
ReplyDelete@Aditya yup thats wat this pltfrm is for but for me no anonymous account... :))