Lonely

I want to take a walk in the dark with nothing but the moon, the stars, and the chirping of little animals to guide me… But, These wobbly legs, thumping heart beats, restless demeanor, tears rolling down, gloomy voice, and blurred vision is making it extremely difficult ……is it a nightmare or a reality! No it’s not a nightmare… then what is it?


This Feeling of being invisible, People coming and going without any reaction. Is it really their behavior or it’s something in my head which has kept me occupied? Whatever it is but it’s really painful. There is no sadder feeling in this world than to feel lonely and unwanted. Why is it that when you want people the most, no one’s there for you? Even in the crowd, you feel so damn lonely! I’m missing a lot of people right now... the past looks so much better.


But I guess nothing is going to change in this way. So, it’s time to put on a happy face and pretend everything is fine and dandy... B’coz Life is like a cut on your finger. If gets worse before it gets better, and leaves a scar to remind you of your courage! So I am trying control this emotional outburst. I put on a mask, I hide the pain. I force a smile, I shove the sadness away. I walk around on the outside, while I die on the inside.

I guess I am Just a little lonely today and little miss sad today ~x~ SO let this pass and I will be back with new engery :O)