WEEKEND

Crappy day, go away…. Let the weekend begin….!

But I know it will come and end soon….. Without any intimation and satisfaction…. Making me to want for more. The ecstasy of arrival could never compensate for the hollowness of departure of WEEKEND

Emotions

In morning I was reading about emotions and throughout the day ‘Emotion’ was the word which dominated. Another example of collective focus syndrome. We say so many times that he/she is very emotional…. What do we mean by that…. What are Emotions after all??

Emotions are our feelings. Literally, we feel them in our bodies as tingles, hot spots and muscular tension. There are cognitive aspects, but the physical sensation is what makes them really different. Throughout the day emotions like Hatred, Love, Like, Dislike Envy, Fear, Anger, Trust, Surprise, Happiness and Sadness, shows us their colors in one form or the other.

Emotions never leaves you. They are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf.

Having emotions is like riding in a roller coaster...one second you're up and the next one you're crashing to the ground... but wherever you go emotions will always accompany you. And I guess Emotions are the reason we all exist and care for others. It is one of the greatest gifts to all living beings… When you give love to your dog it returns twice as much unconditionally. Talking about plants, Sir Jagadish Chandra Bose has proved that when you care for a plant, shows your affection by a simple hug, it also shows signs of positive growth and reverse is also true. Even a new born baby understands emotions… He cries when he is unhappy and smiles when he is in high spirits… no one teach him that. This is the gift of God which we all should appreciate. And instead of hurting someone’s emotions we should make efforts to spread love & affection to all living being…… SO, spread positive emotions to others…. You will get the same!

An Encounter with nature

I experienced a mixture of feelings on Saturday…. Didn’t slept Friday night and thought of taking a nature walk early morning. It turned out to be an amazing decision for I witnessed the glory of nature bestowed upon the surrounding. As it rained previous night... the trees around my place appears to be clean and it seems as if they are getting laden with new leaves. The symmetrically planted trees with their black branches and light green colored leaves just looked amazing. There were flowers everywhere some trees were covered with those bright yellow and flashy orange flowers while others had that purple, peach, white, pink & red color all over them…. It looks just perfect… To top it off the sunrise from various locations along with the play of brush strokes of various hues ranging from orange to blue across the sky was mesmerizing. The weather was cool which exacerbated my pleasure of having hot CHAI outside.

It was simply picture perfect morning. And to that I had dance class at eight which doubled my spirit of magnificence. It was altogether a great day with nature… And I felt for a second as if I was dancing on the music of nature.

So going forward I will try to be less lazy and try to wake up early as dad says… Early to bed and early to morn...makes a man healthy, weathy and wise... in sab ka toh pata nahi but it definately makes one a photographer... and an admirer of the greates gardner.... so to maximise my encounters with nature...I will try to wake up early... let see... Wish me luck!

Reddie the Teddy

Yesterday I listened this song on radio and loved its lyrics.....so I used some part of it and made a new poem out of it. Copy ka funda aise hi aata hai filmmakers ko now I know egg-xactly! Any ways sometimes chalta hai na... so its my Copy karna chalta hai waali poem :D :D


I was five & he was six
We ride on the horses
Made of sticks
I fell down
And hit the ground
That awful sound
Bang Bang!

He was there smiling
At me with his sound tinkling
And eyes twinkling
I hated him for that moment
And I hit the ground
With my hand and again that awful sound
Bang Bang!

But I couldn’t shout on him
He was my only lover, buddy
He was the love of my life
He was my sweetie
Darling Reddie the Teddy!

       

Friends

Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Trials keep you Strong,
Smile keeps you loveable
Tears keep you alive
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps you Glowing,
But Only Friends,
Keep You Going!

Valediction finally!

It takes great courage to stand and fight for something,, but sometimes it can take even more courage to walk away and leave things behind!! And today I have decided to close one beautiful phase of my life… though the actual action will still take some time but just by declaring my decision in public made me feel sad about leaving all of them. Though initially decision was much awaited and bought happiness but as they say when you have something you desire for more and when you lose something that’s when you know the importance of it in true sense...  Today I finally learnt this lesson and I am truly going to miss this place and my blogs will definitely going to show that.

Soulmate

You are mysterious, You are nameless
You are far away but still so near
I may not see you with my eyes
But my heart can recognize you anywhere.
For the reason that,
You make me full of life
Like the morning sun!
You make me spanking new
Like an evening wind!
You make me beautiful
Like the first rain!

You make me full of meanings
Like the deep blue sea!
You make me sweet
Like nightingale’s voice!
You make me peaceful
Like a night in the forest!
You make me alive
Like an oasis in the desert!


You make me bubbly
Like drizzle on the face!
You fill my senses
Like the full moon!
You make me glow
Like that bright star!
And, above all
You make me complete
By being my Soulmate!

        - Jyoti

Doomsday Conspiracy

Today I finished this book called “Doomsday Conspiracy” by Sidney Sheldon. This was the first book I have read of this author and was really impressed by the writing style... Simple but interesting.

Doomsday Conspiracy is story with lots of suspense, excitement, passion, in short a complete package to hold you till the end. The protagonist of the story is Robert Bellamy, a man hired by the NSA to locate the several bus passengers in Switzerland who had accidentally seen a weather balloon with some top secret equipment (later on identified as a UFO) collapsing in the woods. As Robert locates the passengers one by one, they are mysteriously killed. Each murder has been meticulously staged to appear as an accident. Robert's marriage also dissolves, as his wife, starved for attention by Robert, marries a rich business tycoon Monte Banks.

As Commander Robert Bellamy of US naval is in the verge of completion of his mission, he learns that he is being hunted by an unknown lethal force. Robert runs escaping from the attackers from Washington to Zurich, Rome and Paris. As the story unfolds to reveal Bellamy's past - why the women he loves cannot return his love, why is most beloved friends become his deadly enemies. Bellamy finally learns that the investigation ends in the place where he had started it.

Story from a hunter to being hunted was really excited and must read.

Only Right world!

Today I woke up with Stiff neck… can’t see anything on my left… and hell the pain... Making me crazy! My world was only right for the entire day but dam it was not right at all… everything seems wrong with my neck making 60 degree with my right shoulder and my left hand couldn’t even take the weight of a book.

To get rid of this funny posture I went to see a doctor and he asked me few weird questions… I was wondering why doctors ask me what's wrong...if I knew I wouldn't waste my money being here would I...DUH!!! But if these questions can do any good to me I was ready to answer…. Took medicine, applied those sticky creams with pungent smell… but all seems waste. Also tried ‘Nanny ka Nuskha’ and applied hot towel on my neck.

But guess what after all this I’m still struggling with my neck half bent… Just with one hope that when I will wake up tomorrow it will be alright! And instead of only right world I can see both left and right world :))

Missing smile

I am feeling bit depressed today and can’t find anything to write here it seems everything is blank but if it’s really blankness then why is that, my mind has become a crappy mess of so many things. Why things are running so fast without giving any reason and direction. Why life appears to be so difficult with hurdles everywhere and not even one road which I can travel with confidence. Why is that? Why I am feeling so lonely when so many people are around me… Why I am not able to find even a single one who can share things with me and give me some hope of future. Why I am falling apart…Why I only have questions but no answer. Why Why Why????

Am I going crazy??

After all these awful emotions I am thinking why I grew up at first point… If growing up means challenging your own existence, distrusting your own world, if growing up means simply complicating things then I guess life was better as a child. Where I used to love weather, birds, plants! Sunshine and warmth!! Friends and fights. No doubt it had few lows but broken toys were far better than broken hearts and broken dreams.

Wish I could return back with reverse clock of Benjamin button and enjoy my childhood once more leaving all this here far away from me.... My mirror is also missing smile on my face hope this will do good to my mirror as well! Pray for me!

Picture perfect

I saw these pictures recently and just love them as it reminds me of my childhood when my sweet sister was born it was such a wonderful feeling. I always wanted a sister and when I got one I was so happy and I can see same happiness here. Our house also witnessed similar scenes many a times. I just love these pictures.... it shows a picture perfect of my childhood.

Shoo sweet Muuaaah!