I am feeling weak today… physically and mentally… or it’s the mental weakness leading to physical or vice versa… whatever is the relation but the bottom-line is I am weak today. Weak in action. Weak in thoughts. Weak in circumstance. Weak in memory. Weak with myself.
I am feeling as if my soul is still in my body but its keep on pressing that snooze button and stopping me to start the day as it should be…. And instead it’s making me lazy & weak… n more weak. I feel as if I have no strength, I am completely drained and exhausted….. My weakness could be my exhaustion. An exhaustion not of time or deed. An exhaustion from excessive consumption.
At this moment I have only one thing to say from my childhood fairytale. “Dear sleep, I just wanted to apologize for cheating on you with various excuses. I really miss you! Can you come visit me sometime...soon? ..... Waiting for you :)”
And finally here I am turning the lights out, shutting the door, and ending this day...Good night!
Jyoti
I appreciat, even though u are weak, u have wrote this blog !!!
ReplyDeleteTake care.