Mystified

Ever since the first time I met you the sun has shined brighter and the flowers smelt better...Oh Chocolate! You are my true love….. This was a childhood expression that I guess most of the chocolate lovers like me must have thought........

Life used to be so smooth during those days… when chocolate was a passion and friends were obsession. But, as you grow older and your world becomes broader and broader like that of a bird…for which initially it was just her egg.....her entire world, then after few days it’s only her nest then her tree and when she becomes older entire sky is her limit…. Same is true for us as well… entire world is now our working place......... But now things have become more complicated even a simplest of decision of life seems so difficult...... with lots of background thinking….Some days life seems filled with things that make the going tough, and we wish there were a smoother road as we feel we've had enough...That's me TODAY!

Today I just can’t stop thinking about all S***...... & it has fully controlled my second mind now……Questions which has no answers..... Meaning less thoughts......expressions....

- I wonders why the first person you think of in the morning... is the one person you want to forget about??

- Why is it that the only thing I want off my mind is the one thing I can't stop thinking about?

-Wishes I knew what the hell is going on inside everyone's head...

-Wishes I had a crystal ball to see into the future to see if the choices i make now are the right ones!!!!

Some times Life is like a road, they all lead somewhere but some have more speed bumps than others…….And it makes me wonder that if every thing on this earth are written by same hands then why is there so much variations.... why can't life be simple and easier for everyone.... why is it so mystified.....why decisions are so difficult to take.... why we need explanation for everything.......??

Now I guess, one should not ask "What is God's will for my life?" ask "What is God's will." It's not about your life, but about what God wants.......Because only that matters........

Hope something good will is there for me in God’s treasure…..

Jyoti