After a long vacation it was my first day at work which ended up as an irksome day...... overworked and underlaid ….. with lots of presentation, lectures precisely a full of ennui ……and as I lounge here in my bed where in my body has already refused to indulge in any kind of activity….. but my mind is super active……. Tired body could not stop my mind to go n follow its path ……. And as it usually does…. in my seclusion….. it went to the place where it belongs to…. YES…. HOME…..Sweet HOME!
Away from the confines of…… home, loved ones, caring, safety and hearth…….in spite of a hint of fatigue…. Mind is hugely impressed and pleased by the moments of association and times spent together in happiness and joy with family. Moments spent sharing what was ours with them and what was theirs with us…….
I believe, that a mind that once did love, that once did show affection would never be able to entirely remove those endearing moments from within. There may never ever be an occasion to relive them. But somewhere deep inside our system there is a safe compartment that houses all these feelings……even it body seems to be left alone…mind can never get detached with these moments, feelings, emotions.
I guess……if the body cannot respond to the joys of nature and mind, it is best not to have a body at all……. I feel a bit despondent and tempted towards the latter. When all else around you buzzes with activity and achievement, when the mind is ready to soar involuntarily, when it lovingly coaxes you into acts of creative ingenious levels and you discover that there is no ‘body’ to acknowledge it, then it is that you want to disassociate yourself with all else and succumb to the misery that has been implanted upon you.
And even now when my brain is a free bird….. ready to fly even higher…. My body is loosing it all… I am but too exhausted to continue any further. And retire. But this is not the end of the matter…..Basically this is all because I m missing everything bout home, family... Wish time can be controlled or even bribed…..
Any ways.....I shall return and fulfill all that is desired of me, or else …
Till then Love
Jyoti
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Me too feeling tired and sleepy, while working in office late nite... or you can say till early in the morning. first day after coming back from home.. i was thinking "why everyone is so silent.. not able to here any voice of my mom, sis and brother ?" then i realize, m far away from home and alone too.
ReplyDeleteWhen we are away from home... our ears want to hear a call from mom, "come dinner is reday", "wakeup its 9'o clock in the morning","breakfast is ready and still u havent brush","go and get ready, we have to go to visit your uncle".... and many more.... out of 24 hrs in a day, we all want to spend 48 hrs with family, but we only end up by spending 12 hrs. this is because, time run more faster when we are with our loved once.
yeah..... me to missing home a lot.
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