Sad

In every decision, there are actions, and with every action there are results, the results will become experiences that will shape us to who we are. But sometimes they can even shatter a small budding mind with all those dreams…. Is that what we meant to do with this action- reaction funda….at least I don’t understand this big talks and opposite actions.

I was taught that, Life doesn't always look or smell likes a rose. There are times when fallen petals need to be picked up and crushed before the fragrance is set free once more…. But, what if petals are detached intentionally and then crushed so that they can never ever give that fragrance... Is that what freedom we are defining here… don’t we all want things to get better rather than making them worse? Then why this happens that, just when you think it can't get any worse, it can. And just when you think it can't get any better, it can.

Why everything is so confusing in this adult world… why can’t we continue with our perception as kids…. Perception which makes us believes that nothing can go wrong and it never goes wrong. But once that mirror breaks and we land in this world of adults not even a small thing happens in the way we want it to be… and we have this excuse that something even better is waiting for us…. At this moment I feel like saying…. “To hell with your something better I want what I want and nothing better can make me happy.”

I am sad and teary eyed :o( x … guess need to stop here and fight out in reality.