My visits to home always give everyone one more topic to discuss, marriage and only marriage…. It’s the only thing they know and I hate it the most... I believe that soulmate is one who gives meaning to life and makes it even more wonderful... and not the one you have to select because of some social pressure....so I am not going to find my soulmate unless it just happen & unless I feel from bottom of my heart that this is my prince…and I am sure that things will be in my favor when this has to happen. A person who will make me even more beautiful by just being a part of my life....because a person is only beautiful, when their own beauty, is reflecting on to others… I know it sounds like a fairytale thing… but I always take life that way…where happy endings still exists.... it seems as if I m off to the land of dreams, where that special someone is waiting with arms wide open...but the very next moment I felt as if I was chasing this beautiful dream, then got whacked in the face.. by REALITY!!! Remember, in the end all we have is ourselves and you can't trust anybody! And this reality checks has made me feel that, dreams are like rainbows: always in sight but not always within reach…and if this is the reality of life then why the hell God make us see all those dreams… he always know from the beginning what is going to happen then why he never stop these useless, meaningless dreams at the very first moment so that these dreams doesn’t hurt.... I guess he also loves seeing people in pain.... with shattered dreams.... But in spite of all these I believe sometime only dreams are what remain.
Things become even worse when you try to ignore things but people around you start asking pointless questions. I hated when old aunts came up to me after weddings or these days even without any occasions and say "u r next"…or when are you going to give the good news. I have never done same to them after every funeral… Why the hell they don’t let me live… I am more than happy with my life and I am not ready for any new commitments. Please someone make this go in their heads. I am happy!
P.S. Never give up your dreams for someone who isn't willing to give up anything for you
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