Monday, November 16, 2009

With Smiles :) :)

College Life has been a real challenge for me. Not the studies, but people. People I lived with, ate with, enjoyed for these years have been mysterious to me sometimes. The way they would act at situations, which I would completely get crazy at…are most surprising. And so is vice-verse. I've met people with brains, a lot of brains. So much of that thinking liquid in their skull, enough to flood a village full of happiness…. And people for whom even a simple plus minus calculation seems to be the toughest job of there life…. Extremes.


People would think what other may think of them. And then each step is preplanned, as if they aren't living, they are fighting. Don't know what they fought for, but it was sure enough that I was becoming one of them. Leastwise I could understand what's going on! Sometimes even I got caught between fights of my own friends.

And in all this I found someone, who wasn't corrupt yet. No mind games. Just heart…. Do what ever you feel has been the mantra. I'm talking about a kid who stays with in me; yeah she surely is…..

It's not everybody's cup of tea to let loose them even if they aren't drunk! Big thing! But one thing she's always sure of is that she's not sure of anything. Clueless!!! I mean how can someone be so cool and confusing at the same time? You should see her work when she's thought of doing it. Perfect.

Adding to this she's an actor, a dance, a painter, an extravagant, a fun loving kid celebrating magical festive season called life… a truly innocent soul away from all gimmicks of this earth…


Time changed!! The outside world has corrupted her…. my sweet little angle… She has started thinking, saving, and stop having fun, clean fun that those years gave her. What has not changed yet are those eyes they are still the truth, they still has that child like eagerness to explore things. But don't know for how long…. People around her are forcing her to change every moment. Any ways She is still the angel with little thinking brain now :)

Look I almost forgot the idea with which I started this post…

Anyways day before yesterday when I was going to office I saw these two college girls they were standing near the road and doing some gossips…. Giggling... and I felt that they have this golden period when they can enjoy there life to fullest & today when I passed from the same route I saw these two girls fighting…. And I felt so bad because even I had a big fight with one of my friend and after that we lost touch…. Though things got better and we met almost after 3-4 years… but we really regretted that fight for some stupid thing. I wish these two girls also resolve their differences soon as friends are very special one can't afford to loose them…. Really waiting for tomorrow when I can see them again…. But this time with smiles on their faces!!

Luv
Jyoti

2 comments:

  1. can you tell me whom are you talking about in all the blog... who's that kid.... if m not wrong, u were talking about the girl inside you !!

    yes in college even i found ppl of two extreams.... intelligent and dumb... m still thinking, where i was situated ??

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  2. yup m talking about the kid inside me ;)

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