Art & oblivion

Its 3.00 am and I don't know what is happening with me………….I feel totally isolated and feeling as if I am carried away by all other people around me and is totally drown in music, dance……..though am writing here but my soul is dancing. It's an awesome feeling; I really do not understand how strange and wonderful to be in the presence of creativity and to be moved by it emotionally, you just seems to be some other person…..a child who is lost in his own world. It is a mixed emotion of happiness & contentment.

A great piece of music, an exquisite art work, a moment in film or that ecstatic spell of dance….it can be anything or all of these. And you feel as if something moves within you and the tears swell up, the hair on the hands rise, a physiological reaction takes place. An abstract unconnected entity generates a physical moment inside a human body. I have often wondered what causes this phenomenon. There seems to be an invisible connection through the waves in the atmosphere that when touched, almost like the wires of a stringed instrument, convert themselves into a harmony of feelings which are capable of touching our hearts.

I don't know what this means in science but what I think is that, subconscious mind take control of our conscious senses you can feel these. Now how that happened…..As far as my experience goes……when we immerse ourselves completely into what we see, read, hear and feel, it carries with it the ability for us to become a part of it and maybe the physicality of the moment converts its energy into an emotion that invades our system. Once there, it overwhelms us with all its qualities and we are compelled into a reaction. The reaction could be one of appreciation and therefore happy or one of disappointment and therefore make us repel it.

I honestly don't know what this entire means but its really unconscious mind speaking and difficult to understand by own conscious mind. So I guess before it goes out of my control I should stop it here & try to feel things…… Good night.

Jyoti