Get away Resolution list!

New year.... time for new resolutions and going back to last year’s resolutions which are now things of past. N says every year I make resolutions and before mid Jan break all of them. That's quite rude and exaggerated. I agree that I break resolutions but not mid Jan little after that... and tell me who doesn't. But his sarcasm cannot stop me making impossible New Year resolutions (knowing very well about their fate). It has become a ritual for me now making and breaking resolutions.... and I am in no mood to break this ritual. So here I am once again with my resolution and this time only my list of things I want to get away with..... :)

 - Emotionally eating allot tendency.

 - Stop dancing on crappy music and actually enjoying it and irritating others.

 - Buying loads of stuff and then never looking at it.

 - Everyday excuses of being lazy in getting up, going for walk.... blah blah!

 - Laughing and giggling without any reason and confusing others :)

 - Talking without any reason and talking to myself
 - Buying loads of books and then keeping them in the self without reading.

 - Making impossible resolution (not mine N forced me to put this here)

Let go!

Sometimes you need to set things free even though it's hard.
Things may not be the same but soon you'll see that what you did is far better than before.

Sayonara 2011!

2011 has been another tumultuous and challenging year. When I look back I could see an entire decade gone. Decade wherein I completed schooling... entered college and then subsequently after post grad started working. Got married to this wonderful person. Decade with so many emotions attached to it. What a spectacular decade it was.. And surprisingly it doesn’t feel that long really.

I like to think I have grown up in the past 10 years.  Maybe I have…… or there might be some  gaps. There have been moments of lucidity when I can really pin point where they are. There are even moments of enlighten when I genuinely want to fill them. But they escape and quickly... before I can grab them or even want to.

You know, 10 years from now I will want to read this post and make some meaning out of it.

Any ways to wrap up this wonderful year which was nothing more than a marathon for me in all fronts. I hope next one will bring loads of happiness and peace in everyone's life. 2011 will stay alive in my memory for all that happiness it bought and all that blunders I made. Sayonara 2011!

Rat Race

Today when I was sitting in the coffee area with different set of people and the topic of discussion was the Development Center pros & Cons. Since, I never had any experience in this front so I took back seat in the discussion and was testing my listening skills. After some time along with listening I started observing people, their body language, their thought process, and their way of expressing things. Some of them were very aggressive, some had issues in expressing what they wanted to say, some were filled with lots of negativity and some were like scared to talk… but everyone had one common thing, they were all heading in the same direction and none of them had any clue which direction was that.

After what seems like a long time I lost the track of the conversation. I was now in my own world but I was still observing them. I know it’s little rude to say but from where I was seeing they appears to be like any other rat in the rat race.

Reason: They are doing what they are doing because many people were doing the same thing. They were least bother to know why they are following this particular path…. They were completely blank about the path and about the destination. I am sure all of them have some dreams but those dreams are not fulfilled so now they don’t bother them anymore. Now they are just blindly doing what many people think is right. Even if they don’t know who are these ‘Many People’.

I felt strange for a moment but subsequently realized that universally now that’s the real story. We all are following such rat race without being aware about it. What was earlier a world of creative people is now becoming a world of machines & robots.

My early new year resolution

This year was pathetic as far as my blogging is concern. Sometimes I do have this guilt conscious of not matching my own expectations..... But like that little me I cheat myself with those silly excuses that I am busy... don't have time... too many things on my plate and many more.

Today was also one such day but, this time  I refused to lie and decided to write something even if its as silly as this one... and even though it's too early to take a new year resolution I have to take one to keep myself motivated.

Hope I will be able to keep up with this one!