Happy B'day Angy

Wishing my dearo Angy a Happy B'day .....its another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter & summer too, but there will never be another u. Keep Smiling Sweetu :)) Muah!!! X<3X

Wish

Life would be perfect if: some girls had mute buttons, some guys had edit buttons, bad times had fast forward buttons, and good times had pause buttons. And I had a special access of changing everyones mind, feelings.... life would have been so easy then.... and things would have been turn out as I desire!! I really Wish this comes true.

No words to say

Its been ages since I wrote my last blog and in this time gap so many things happened. I changed so many things some knowingly and some happened by itself.....I left my city,  my friends, my job. Saw my old relations from a completely different angle.... which made bonds even stronger. So many truth came in front of me which earlier I was ignoring...Life was becoming easy... but u can't trust it and so it has something esle in mind for me......to cut the story short... so many things and things got complicated.

And now, I guess all this is making me crazy.... It seems as if I am in a state of confusion... my emotions are not clear.... I smiles the world away, but inside I cry everyday. I laughs out load at every joke, at night tears fall on my pillow. Some times I feel like dancing and the very next moment I doesn't feel like smiling.... Sometimes I wants to cry but is frightened of drowning in my own tears.

Sometimes, I feel like I am a bird trapped in a cage and struggling to get free. I lost my positivity in recent past and everything about this place, its people almost everything appears to be negative to me. I feel as if my true face hidden, My emotions locked away, My mind screams, With words I'll never say.... b'coz words can't explain how I feel.

But, If you cling on to the PAST, the PRESENT becomes Difficult and the FUTURE becomes Impossible, so I am trying hard to make things work.... And I guess it's time to lower my expectations.. Because I'm sick of disappointments.