Merry Christmas!

My B'day

Well, of course it's my birthday.

So i decided to give myself a gift........

Freedom is what i propose to bestow upon myself.
Freedom of Thoughts and Expression , of Ideas, Views and Action.
Man was born free and everywhere he is in Chains : Rousseau
How true,are we really free?.
Are we what we Believe we are?.
Are we the masters of our own lives or is it just an Illusion.
Are we mere Actors who personify the Roles assigned to them?.Views , actions and Thinking performed to the tune of an Unknown Hand?. Do we really have choices in our lives?.
Why are we Here?
What is our Purpose?
Are we Prisoners trapped in the Relentless Cycle of Birth and Death.
These are some of the Questions that i have been putting to myself but whenever i try to untangle them i plunge into the depths of an unknown Oblivion.Without any exit, the doors leading to Gateways. The Gateways leading to an Infinite Labyrinth of Random Thoughts without any End or Begining.

seeking Freedom!
Jyoti

Farewell

Last day……'Farewell'…….these are the things which sounds fancy but it really scares me….most of the time it is synonymous with tears, parting with dear ones…..which is dam horrible.

It was last day in college, and we were very excited about it as no more lectures, no presentations hurray……but on the very next moment the thought of parting with dear friends made me sad.

Finally farewell was declared…….we all were dressed in the best possible formals……..

Presentations, speeches started but rather then listening to all these we were more interested in talking...remembering the first day in the college, bunks, all masti, talking of their first infatuation & stuff........it was really heart rendering for me to leave the college....I wonder when I would return to this college again……which had done so much for me.....why good things ends so quickly…………as I now move to professional world.........I'll miss friends, enemies also ..........I love really love them all..........I'll miss cracking jokes on friends…..watching movies with friends in classroom...... those presentations….which I used to hate initially, but now they are like part of my life, case study discussions, debates……..…..and of course parties, dance and no doubt my professors, what they taught me.......

Then came the prize ceremony….and I was happy at least at this moment when I got lots of prizes, certificates…..and hurray Gold medal for best acad…….but it didn't last for long and finally came parting time… tears, emotions, memories all just flowing every where….

Will miss you all guys!

Jyoti

The Beginning

Chronicles of Wonderland….is something which I always wanted to write but donn know wat took so long…. Anyways since this is my first blog and no idea how I m going to take this going forward.......just bear with me ppl.....
Now why Chronicles of Wonderland???? This is because I stay in worderland more often then this true world....always in dreams...seems very introvert but trust me and ask my friend I am not............on the contratory wen I m with frnds ppl has to put tape on my mouth coz I keep on talking.........well dats how I am n donn wanna change........if u like it stay with me other wise, choice is all urs........Secondly, I always want things to be perfect for me……..messed up things…or ppl for that matter… makes me crazyyyy….I cannt handle ppl who are careless, double minded & take things for granted (So thats my wonderland)…………So if you fall in any of these category…stay away from me.

.Apart from that I am a big big day dreamer as I already mentioned……I live in my dreams, illusion…….coz of that sometimes I cannt even relate to things going around me…… I luv dancing..dancing n dancing……….this is the thing that makes me crazy n happy at the same time, it makes me complete………….I dance wen I m happy n sometime wen I m sad too………so sometimes am just CRAZYYY..

welcome u all.....with Peace n luv
Jyoti.